It's been a while!

So, it’s been a while... Damn that is an awesome song by Staind! Firstly, let me give the reasons why i haven’t posted anything in a while. Well, it’s mainly just one reason... I haven’t been very angry! I’ve had a nice long 4 day weekend, it’s been really nice and relaxing and i feel so placated, more than i have in a very long time.

Apologies for not wanting to come and rant about things, i know how you all love it. The main reason why i want to post something today was to relay a reading from my Grandfathers funeral which touched something in me. Here goes;

You can shed tears that he is gone,

Or you can smile because he lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,

Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.

Your heart can be empty because you can’t see him.

 Or you can be full of the love that you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,

Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember him and only that he is gone,

Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn back,

Or you can do what Jack would want:

Smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

How lovely is that? I think i must have read it through 4 or 5 times and it just makes you feel better. Less sad and all that.

I don’t have much to talk about really. Other than i bought some new trainers which are SO comfortable!  I also went to see a friend of a friend sing in her band on Friday night. Which was awesome! She was fantastic really, wasn’t sure what to expect but a really talented singer showed her face that night.

It’s back to work tomorrow, so no doubt i will come home fuming with new anger and rants about how rubbish everything is. Oh well, i guess it’s best to enjoy the relaxing moments whilst you can, it better prepares you for the stresses ahead!

Hope you all had a nice weekend.

All the best.