Desperados...

So i had a pretty awful day today...

Something pretty nasty happened while i was driving to a colleague of mine to do some out of hours work.  I won’t go into detail, but it ended with me having to call the police. Some things you just don’t think will ever happen to you, you read about it and you see it on TV. It all seems so removed, but then it happens to you and you realise how desperate the world around you really can be. It’s a scary place out there sometimes.

So i ended up having another shitty weekend. I can’t remember the last time i had a nice weekend. Hoping that next weekend will be better since we’re all going out for Mexican, and that’s never a bad thing. I’m also being treated to the comic hilarity that is ‘Orgasmo’. Jams says it’s epic, i have yet to find out. Here’s hoping he’s right... Still, it’s something to look forward to right?

So i was at my friends on Friday night. He’s a long standing friend, we met in my first year of school, so i would have been what? 5 or 6? So we’ve been friends for almost 20 years. Only being 25, i think that’s quite an achievement. We always end up having these long philosophical conversations about life and where things are going and why we are 25, yet feel about 18. It’s always interesting to talk about while things have changed over the years, so much in fact remains the same. We still love the same things, still talk to each other the same way we did when we were 15. It’s slightly odd, but strangely familiar. Which i think is a nice thing to have.

Im not sure what im writing about tonight, just feel like talking randomly for a while. I guess it’s because of what happened earlier, which was very very scary. I hope nothing like it ever happens again. Although i must admit, i think im dealing with it quite well. 5 years ago i would have been an emotional mess, but im actually ok. Sign of the times, or maybe the fact that i don’t really care if i die tomorrow? That’s not something that’s worth putting much thought into i guess... It’s been a rough day.

I will leave you with a simple quote from my favourite ever TV series.

“But needs must when the Devil vomits into your kettle”.

Blackadder, the funniest show to ever grace a television.

Take care.