Vicarious!

So... It’s Monday again. I freaking hate Monday and all it stands for. I wasn’t born with the realisation that i would have to actually work. I mean common, school told us that we would be rich and only have to work 3 days a week. WHAT HAPPENED THERE HUH?

Im getting a bit slack at writing on here. Not because im running low on material, not at all. It’s mainly because im a lazy bastard and i can’t be bothered to type stuff.  Yes, i am a total slacker, welcome to my life!

There are so many things i could be ranting about today. Mainly to do with work and how im developing a complete hatred of the environment with which i have to deal every day. It may come as a shock to you, but i do actually like my job. I like being able to make a difference to people and assure people as best as i can that their public money is not spent on duck houses and moat cleaning. However my ability to do this is stifled, on a daily basis. I shall leave it at that. I know many must have to deal with the same problems, but it really does kill your motivation to improve yourself. This results in regression for someone like me, i crawl into my comfort space and wallow in my own depression. How enlightening!

I guess at least i still have a job. Can’t imagine what some people who lost their job must be going through. Terrible time at the moment.

Something i want to talk about tonight is sleep. How much sleep do you people get every night? I seem to be very low on that scale... I typically go to bed at about 11:45 every night, usually get to sleep anything from 11:46 to 1:00am. However i then wake up at 6:50 every morning. So i will almost never have 7 hours sleep. Maybe once a week i get that much. I usually get about 6 hours sleep a night, same on weekends. I think it’s taking its toll but im in the habit now and can’t seem to get out of it! Lord knows why, i used to be able to sleep 9 hours a night, was great! Ah to be a student again... Leave a comment and let me know how long you sleep, because i feel abnormal.

To help combat all of this, i find music to be one of my most favourite forms of escapism. I find myself increasingly loving the music of my youth, namely, metal. I also like heavy trance and some rap, but i don’t really listen to it much anymore. Preferring Tool, which is my favourite band. I even have a playlist on my iphone entitled “Girl Metal” for when im feeling especially emotional. It contains great bands such as Flyleaf, Within Temptation, Evanescence (Damn the lead singer looks so hot on the front cover of their album “Fallen”) and of course Paramore! Also, here is something i found on Youtube the other day, i think it’s a wonderful cover of one of my favourite songs of all time. The guy plays it fantastically;

 

Amazing huh? I wish i could do that, must be great to be able to jam like that.

Anyway, hope you all continue to have a better week than im having!

Over and out.